What day is it?

It is supposed to be the middle of the week, but it feels like it has just begun. February is a stupid busy work month for me and I am so exhausted. Pile on top of that other craziness and the stress of trying to finish this freakin house. Stick a fork in me.

I feel like Bodhi & Johnny Utah on the shore of the big wave, and I have all this stuff coming at me, the wave growing larger as it swells closer…soon it is going to come crashing down. I am overwhelmed and under-motivated. Basically, I hate my job. I have been at it for almost 8 years, and for the first 7 I was pretty content. I know I can’t last much longer going like I’m going. But what am I supposed to do? It is so scary to hate your job and have no plan B. Has anyone else been there? What did you do? Wait it out?I feel like a wimp. I need some advice. Some words of encouragement. Or a six-figure salary working 20 hours a week doing something I love job offer…Do tell.


3 thoughts on “What day is it?

  1. Love you and FEEL you. Of course you already know that and you know “the rest of my story.” This too shall pass. Hang in there…the waves calm down eventually. Which you also know. But in the midst of them it feels like they will take us under. Forever. But they won’t. You’ll be up for air soon enough. Hugs. xoxo

  2. Dude I totally feel you! I just got back from vacay and it is making me realize I need a change of scenery on the job front. But I have no idea what I want to do *(that will pay the bills). I know I need to get out of my industry but other than that who knows? Guess it’s time to hit up monster and see what’s out there.

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